Hmm

Erm...suddenly feel like using english to write blog...
it's been a while since my last english blog...i think...lol
i finally told them after such a long time...honestly...i was kinda shocked after i told them...
well actually i imagined telling them when she keep sharing her problems with us...
and then after i seriously told them, i was completely shock...
i'm 100000% sure they're shocked too...haha...
but i can't really take it the way they keep questioning me...@@
i do know it's their good intention...but i was....kinda hurt??
honestly my tears were going to come out...xD
but i just beared it so i don't look silly...
and after that day i facebook chat with my one of my closest classmate...
and she's also shocked for what i did....hahahaha...
yeah...she knows me...cause she kinda figured me out when i just in college...
and after that day, she's advicing me...it's not convenient for me what she's advicing me..
so let's keep that secret...=p
yeah...back on that day...it's like i'm being possessed when i actually spoke it out...
cause it's just not me to talk this kind of private things...@@
whatever's past is already a past...can't change it anyway...so let's face it...=)

*i do know people will ask what happened...but i'll leave the imagination part to you guys...=p